Flying Solo

Well. . . its official, Robyn is flying solo. The other night, we talked till about 4 in the morning and I explained to him that continuing things would probably be a bad idea. I mean, don't you think? He comes here in July and then leaves in September, and back to being 4 1/2 hours away again. I know its wierd to not be as impulsive as I usually am, but for some reason, I kept thinking about the future and this whole situation would only mess with my head. I hate it when that happens.

Everythings fine though, I don't want to call myself a heart breaker because I'm not sure if his is actually broken, but let's just say his expectations were not met, I'm a expectations un-meet-er.

Anyway, I sort of felt sad at work yesterday because I was so tired and in kind of a down mood. I ended up going out with the TL gang afterwards, I told myself to go because being around a lot of people was probably a good idea. It was fun, but I had to leave early, I was so exhausted from having "One of Those Days."

Anyway, I leave for Michigan today!! Yeah for getting away!!